December 15th, 2005

Current Music: Genie in a bottle Subject: oihbdorjf Time: 02:39 pm Current Mood: crushed

hmm we didnt make it to my reminder im sad christmas break is gonna suck i just wanna boy thats in love with me and that i like and i dont get attatched to hahaha that i can have an uncomplicated relationship with where we just hang out and hook up. lol.

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December 13th, 2005

Subject: i hate exams Time: 08:51 pm

i just want it to be thursday at 11:50!!! wtfffff i am excited that i am house sitting for the first week of breakkkk. i loveeee house sitting. i cant wait for morgie to get hereeee. i miss my bffl already.

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December 11th, 2005

Subject: wtf? Time: 05:10 am

damn wtf is up with bitchez i dont even talk to being all up in my business. im glad that talking to some one is now considered being all over them and kissing on them.

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December 4th, 2005

Subject: boreedddd Time: 02:24 pm Current Mood: tired

What time are you starting this? i dont know what time it is lol Name? Charlene Nicknames? Char Date of birth? March 19, 1989 Sex? female Height? 5'2ish Eye color? green Where were you born? St.pete Number of candles on your last birthday cake? I didn't have a cake but if I did 16 Pets? None Hair color? brown/blonde/black Piercings? Belly button twice Town you live in? Um tierra verde? Lol Favorite foods? chickennnn Ever been to Africa? Haha no I wishhh Been toilet papering? Hm kinda haha Love someone so much it made you cry? people I have loved have made me cry? Been in a car accident? Nope Croutons or bacon bits? croutons Favorite day of the week? friday/saturday Favorite flower? hmmm i have no clue Favorite sport to watch? Ew sports are boring Favorite drink? wa wa Favorite ice cream flavor? I don't really know Warner Bros. or Disney? Haha wb bitchess Favorite fast food restuarant? Hm mcdonalds I guess How many times did you fail your driver's test? i passed the first time slutttt Whom did you get your last email from? Morgz Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Chanel lol What do you do most often when you are bored? Eat lol Most annoying thing to say to me? Hm I dunno Bedtime? I don't have one I'm not 2 lol Favorite TV show? The oc Last person you went out to dinner with? My dad Been out of country? Yepp Believe in magick? Hmm maybe lol Ford or Chevy? Neither gross even tho I have both goddd haha What are you listening to right now? Some christmas shit god I hate christmas music b4 christmas Have you ever failed a grade? No thank god If you have, what grade did you fail? Do you have a crush on someone? My bf lol Do you have a bf/gf? Yepp If so, what is their name? Andrew lane How long have you been together? Hm its complicated basically a year but really this round 1 week. Lol What are you wearing right now? I'm not wearing anything. Don't ask me such silly ?s lol Would you have sex before marriage? Hell no gross lol Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? hell yeah a couple damnn lol Do you smoke? socially Do you drink? Not anymore Are you ghetto? Haha I wish Are you a player? Of course What are your favorite colors? Black What is your favorite animal? Hmm monkey lol Do you have any birthmarks? Nope Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? hell no Who do you talk to most on the phone? Hm I dunno I don't like the phone prob kert tho Have you ever been slapped? Yepp Do you get online a lot? Yea Are you shy or outgoing? Both it depends Do you shower? haha no never who showers nowadays Do you hate school? most of the time Do you have a social life? Lol what? Yes? How easily do you trust people? Not easily. Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? yeaaaa Would you ever sky dive? Sureeee Do you like to dance? Haha yeaaa Have you ever been out of state? Yea Do you like to travel? i guess lol Have you ever been expelled from school? Nopee Have you ever been suspended from school? Nopee Do you want to get out of your hometown? Yes Are you spoiled? Lol yea Are you a brat? Sometimess Have you ever been dumped? Yes Have you ever gotten high? Lol hmmm Do you like snapple? No Do you drink a lot of water? yea What toothpaste do you use? Crest Whitening Do you have a cell phone? yepp Do you have a curfew? Yeaa its 1 buttt it could be later if i want my dad doesnt really notice lol Who do you look up to? Kristin on laguna? Lol Are you a role model? haha no Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? Bothhhh What name brand do you wear the most? Abercrombie What kind of jewelry do you wear? Diff shittt What do you want pierced? My nose but itd look terrible lol Do you like taking pictures? Yepp I'm bad at it tho lol Do you like gettin your picture taken? Sometimes Do you have a tan? no it sucks Do you get annoyed easily? yea lol Have you ever started a rumor? Hm I dunno? I don't think so? Do you have your own phone or phone line? Nopeee Do you have your own pool? no Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers Do you have any siblings? older sister Do you get along with your parents? Sometimes How do you vent your anger? Screaming haha Have you ever ran away? Nopeee Have you ever been fired from a job? no Do you even have a job? hahah no Do you daydream a lot? Lol yessss Do you have a lot of ex's? nope What do you want a tattoo of? Rose thru a heart What do you have a tattoo of? No tattoos yet What does your most recent crush look like? Well he's got long blond hair and he's tall and skinny and when you describe him he sounds like a hot girl apparently lol Are you rude? Sometimes What was the last compliment you recieved? James told me I looked cute lol Do you like getting dirty? Hahahaha Are you flexiable? Lol no What is your heritage? A lot of shittt What is your lucky number? I don't have a lucky number What does your hair look like right now? Like right now right now? Haha its straightened and blonde with brown and black . Could you ever be a vegetarian? Nopeee Describe your looks? I look like a 12 year old boy with long hair? Lol If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? blonde Would you ever date someone younger than you? probably not Would you ever date someone older than you? Duhhh When was the last time you were drunk? I don't even remember over a year agoo How many rings until you answer the phone? Haha wtf? I dunno Have you ever been skinny dipping? Nope If yes, when was the last time? When was the last time you went on a date? a DATE? Hmm I don't remember Do you look more like your mother or father? Father Do you cry a lot? Haha yea Do you ever cry to get your way? Nopeee What phrase do you use most when on the phone? I dunnooo Are you the romantic type? I guess soo Have you ever been chased by cops? Nopee What do you like most about your body? That I'm little lol What do you like least about your body? Its retarded and unproportional When did you have your first crush? pre school When was the last time you threw up? When I got my wisdom teeth out In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Doesn't matter Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? Sometimes What about cleavage? I'm over it haha I have no boobs and I like it okkk Is your best friend a virgin? Yes What theme does your room have? Randomness lol What size shoe do you wear? 8 What is your screen name on AIM? Fckcmwe How are you feeling right now? Tired When was the last time you were at a party? I dunnooo Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? I'm sure What is one of your bad qualilties? I don't think things through before I act What is one of your good qualilties? I think things through haha Would you marry for money? No but I wish I could damnn lol What do you drive? 99 ford ranger its gross Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? Neither When was the last time you cried in school? Hmm I dunnoo Would you ever hook up with the same sex? Hmmm lol What kind of music do you like? everything Would you ever bungee jump? Sure What is your worst fear? being alone Would you ever join the army? Hell no Do you like cows? Hm not really If you were to die today, what would you do? Omg I dunnooo If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? No clue Do you like to party? Sometimesss Hearts or broken hearts? What? Hearts? Moons or stars? stars Coke or pepsi? Coke Favorite scent? Hmm I dunnoo Favorite band? Can't decideee Would you ever dye your hair red? Ughh I want to do it like mirands from sex and the city so baddd haha but itd look terrible How many languages can you speak? 1 What time are you finishing this? no clueee

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November 29th, 2005

Current Music: my mouth hurts Subject: hm Time: 02:30 am

i should really start thinking things through before i do/say them. i do something i regret at least once a day lol. its ridiculous. but i love it i guess. i am one crazy ass bitch. i have no clue what the fuck im doing with my life. lol. its really not how i want it to be at all. i am not who i wanna be at all. im depressed.lol.

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November 14th, 2005

Subject: eorijgtuiosifhdfgsd Time: 06:51 pm Current Mood: indescribable

blahhh i seriously cant take anymore school!!!!! i am just failing everything!!! i hope i can do well on my exams for once. i really hope that getting my wisdom teeth out doesnt ruin my thanksgiving break. hopefully they will give me good drugs? lol. ok seriously all i want is an unrealistic movie boyfriend. i just wanna find a guy thats in love with me. why is this such a problem? lol. im gonna miss laguna!!! im gonna cryyy tonighhttt!!!

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November 12th, 2005

Current Music: aretha franklin. yea thats right. shut up. lol Subject: blahhhh Time: 09:58 am Current Mood: tired

there is seriously something wrong with me haha and i really need to have a good ass fucking night tonight!!! take me out bitchez!

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November 7th, 2005

Subject: i crack my self up Time: 06:17 pm

im not gonna lie i am crazy hahaha i dont even understand anything going on with me right now. im loving it

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October 30th, 2005

Subject: my eyes itch Time: 05:14 pm Current Mood: tired

im emotionless

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October 28th, 2005

Subject: im seriously insane Time: 09:00 pm Current Mood: tired

seriously i decided i have like mental problems or something. im just always doing shit that makes no sense and i can never make a decision. haha but i love it. i realized that after this whole time im really not a dumb girl. i just didnt wanna be smart. haha. yeaa i dunnooo.

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October 25th, 2005

Subject: ijoyugvikhds Time: 06:02 pm Current Mood: bitchy

same fucking shit happening all over again!!! wooo! party time!!! im done being a dumb girl

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October 24th, 2005

Subject: tireedddddddd Time: 10:57 am Current Mood: tired

this weekend was definitly not what i expected haha it started out pretty good. i went to ray mars and her parents were gone for the night. and when her parents are gone are always the best nights haha so it was an ok night. butttt thenn homecoming just sucked royally. it definitly did not go as i thought it would. there was lots of driving and crying both of which i didnt want to do at all. haha. but at least there is no school today? im confused about everythinggg. i need to chill out god damnn. lol

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October 20th, 2005

Subject: homecoming is very very soonnnnn Time: 06:06 pm Current Mood: tired

jesus everything is always so stressful!! im stressed out about everything always. lol basicallyyy im just letting things come to me at all times whatever happens happens. haha. HOMECOMING IS SATURDAYY!!!

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October 18th, 2005

Current Music: whatever is on 98.7 right now Subject: i know i can do better Time: 06:49 pm Current Mood: tired

i hate this inbetween shit. am i expecting too much? if this hurricane comes and ruins homecoming im going to cryyyy. i havent been feeling good lately. im pretty sure im like dying or something haha. what if i dont like me very much right now?

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October 17th, 2005

Current Music: tegan and sara Subject: uihygtrfsetdfgvbhnj Time: 07:11 pm Current Mood: tired

im still caring way too much about people and things that i shouldnt care about lol. i need to stop. i worry and care way too much. im really tired. some one needs to take me out, get me fucked up, and force me into having a good time and not being a mom for once basically. o and some one definitly needs to take sidekick away. and i need to force myself to do homeworkkkk. blahhh.

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October 8th, 2005

Current Music: tegan and sara Subject: iuyrftdxcyghj Time: 02:37 pm Current Mood: bored

over the past month or so i have been doing things i told myself i would never do. and i have just become a totally different person. and i dont like this person at all. im not going to care about people who dont care about me anymore. im going to take things as they come. im not gonna be scared. im gonna look at the bright side of things. im gonna force myself to be happy in every situation. lol. im gonna get over it. im gonna move on.

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October 3rd, 2005

Subject: i hate ....... Time: 06:43 pm Current Mood: complacent

ok seriously boys are dumb. when you like them and they know it they're like um i dont wanna be together right now. but when you've finally moved on and gotten over them they're like o shit i miss you. then you repeat your old mistakes all over again. i love sex and the city. too bad Mr Big is my perfect guy. yepp im dumb. lol.

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October 2nd, 2005

Subject: i need a shower. Time: 11:58 am Current Mood: bored

wow i realized that i had become everything i always told myself i wouldnt be. haha. its depressing. im going back to being myself. i do not give a shit no more. haha. this weekend was good. even tho i really didnt do anything? basically i've noticed the less plans i make with people the more i do? yea it makes no sense hahaha.

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September 27th, 2005

Current Music: kiuytrew Subject: dunzo Time: 07:55 pm Current Mood: tired

im giving up on everything in my life basically. im over itttt.

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September 26th, 2005

Subject: hmm let me ask you something... Time: 04:52 pm Current Mood: blank

how do you know that its time to give up? how do you know that there isnt anything left? i need to learn how to handle being alone i keep doing/saying things i dont really intend to do/say i am tired

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